2021-2024

A short rundown of the past years.

Because I feel nostalgic and I'm trying to organize.

2021

We move to another apartment. It feels very different from the one I used to live for 5 years or so.

Houses and neighbors feels closed off.

Not someone my age in sight nearby.

At this time around. Covid was still new and studying was modular. So my mom persuade me to take it. I remember my first vaccination. Where it was, who i was with how i feel with the people around (SLU gym). How i feel ambitious and different from the people. Its kinda hilarious.

Being on the new apartment felt different as I was extroverted and friendly in our neighborhood, every night I hang out with friends. Being here felt different.

Well actually at start I remember, theres people near my age who are working with the landlord. I dont recall it clearly but they installed a roof on the terrace or something.

I dont know. I remember this time. As someone who likes listening to music as well. I would always sing and listen to music. I would always go to the roof because on the old apartment we used to go there every night to just have a good time chatting and joking around.

This images is barely barely enough to depict what it was like. My old phone broke when we got here.

https://drive.google.com/drive/u/3/folders/1JHBOvNl-wSDkCm0Zkkr8_HxezZQzOSzu

2022

This year felt fun. I felt accustomed to our new routine.

We even have cats!!!!

We always order food online as me and my sister discovered it. I remember throwing out the thrash every sunday. I remember going on the spring water outlet place nearby with the father and my sister to get water home because we have water problem here.

I have fun going to that place and helping bring water home.

I play COD a lot, Parents bought my first laptop which I didnt use any productively for the next 2/3 years.

I always watch horror movies with it instead.

Stay up late to watch them.

My routine also consist of me submitting my little sister modules and stuff.

Oddly this year i feel flirtatious.

I think i even opened a facebook account and messaged my crushes lol.

I think it was also the time when the neighbor acts weirdly.

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1AnJFqd5gPD2aP9uqHNklKLoy-8EQJeTs?usp=sharing

2023

Still orders loads of food, This time around when my mom quits her job.

I vaguely remember her also bringing food from the resto and always daily she go to the market to buy stuff she'd cook and other stuff.

I really miss my ALS years sometimes. I didnt even have a single photo of it when i was there because im arrogant as hell.

This time though, I feel like this is the time I discovered Chatgpt.

I used it for discovering stuff.

Trying stuff that I didnt understand.

That somehow inflated my ego. That I didnt even made a single friend.

Oh but my english becomes better this time because of chatting to AI.

So did my curiosity to do anything.

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1KIVFBXMgSGuCTtm7fyNlRli3psE2DB5j?usp=sharing

2024

Now I was enrolled again to Grade 11. The regular.

My curiosity even grows significantly and becomes a lot messier.

I was trying to get into game dev, social movement,volunteering,educational reform etc.

Was really curious about job hunting and had any sort of online experience. Like trying to make a video and posting it on youtube. Its so cringe lol.

This year though I started my first registered business this year.

I have a lot of memories from navigating through it.

I felt excited, ambitious, proud, happy and terrified.

All of that at once.

This was the start of my goal orientation.

Well about the business. I have a lot of stories about that. Some of which are:

I remember aggressively medicating because I was constantly coughing. Vagus nerve I suspect.

It has a name somatic coughing.

One more reason i was medicating aggressively was because I thought I was gonna eventually find someone important whos going to also believe in my idea and we can be partners. And i dont want to turn them off by coughing so much.

One more such thing that I liked over time was attending events.

I have a lot of memorable memories going through events. Thats why I was now trying to make events planning and the like easier

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1x9oOeE96LTTTil2lBPJ_d6TH5EF2o4Hb?usp=sharing