About me

I'm colossally ambitious and emotional.

Nice to meet you.

When I was younger before my twenties. I have always been an idea person.

I was pretty imaginative, idealistic and foolish. Life later taught me things I should learn and do before I achieve my dreams.

My life is a bit unconventional. I haven't finished high school. I left grade 11 around December of 2024. I took ALS a year before that and it was one of my memorable experience.

I was bullied at school for years. Including in elementary, even a teacher bullies me.

So I dropped out. It wasnt a hard decision for me. I always thought about life outside school. I always skip class when I was in elementary and high school anyways. For different reasons but mostly because I was bored.

While I was not in school. I develop a fun personality. I became friendly to people. I was finally having fun unlike when I was at school. I also developed the liking for technology. Specifically blogging as I found a post in Pinterest that talks about easy money on blogging so I got intrigued.

Additionally, I took care of household chores and raising my 2 sisters. I'm often referred jokingly as their father because of my involvement raising them.

As I got older though oddly I become more curious about the world.

I wanted to learn everything even now as I was rewriting this. [05/30]

So around 2024. That exploration began lol.

I was trying to learn anything. Nothing stuck but basic knowledge of anything. I tried collaborating over projects over the internet, I was trying to freelance, trying to volunteer, trying game development, wondering about social change and education reform, looking for local jobs unseriously, basically anything. Until I wondered if I can start a business with whatever I have.

At the age 20. I started my first company unsuccessfully.

It was terrific and memorable experience.

I was so happy that time.

I feel like I have a purpose. I felt like this is the challenge I wanted to take on life.

That feeling never leaves me afterwards.

It was unsuccessful attempt but it was worth it.

Learning from the failure.

I learned to look for work and take jobs independently first albeit not that great but it was again memorable experience.

That brings me to present. Where I'm building a tech startup instead. Painstakingly slowly. But I know, all the sacrifices I made will all be worth it.

I also learned to freelance as other freelancers already know.

And one thing that really change me significantly was reducing my reliance on using Artificial Intelligence.

Learn more on my own. Build skills I wouldnt get if I kept on relying AI to do everything for me. Using AI had accelerated my exploration when I was at the peak of exploring anything but this year I thought about how much i misused it and so before I make another mistake I took actions to limit my reliance of it regarding my usage of it for emotional and work support.

Now going 22 this year. I know I can make, way more progress than I had ever had in my entire life!

I know the experience and the challenges I overcome would serve me well in the future.

I cant be certain but I'm hopeful.

Someday.

One day, we wouldnt even realized. We had already obtain what we only had dreamt.

Until that day comes.

I wish everyone a good luck.